AN OPEN MESSAGE TO LIZEL AND MECHEL

Got another 2 awards from Mechel and Lizel, thanks guys for passing this awards to me. Never thought that you are counting on me to deserve this award. Thank you so much for regarding me as one of your friend. I do admit that I miss our friendship bond, but those memories remain intact on my mind. To Lizel, I knew both of us noticed that our communication is not stable, but you can always assure that am still counting on you as my friend. I am happy that you created a lot of friends, I know you would, coz you are such a friendly person. I am still believe that you are good and a secret keeper, and loyal to our friendships. I haven't thank you enough for this, for the trust, you have given me, and most of all for being part of your wonderful day in your life, "YOUR WEDDING" I am so honored to be part of that event in your life.....THANKS A LOT!

To Mechel, though our friendship bond is not as strong as before, you can always assure that we are still friends. I admit that I miss those times, but as the saying goes...."TIME CHANGE FOR A REASON" I think most importantly, we are still friends. Thank you for the continuing communication you are making.....like phone calls and messages, I do appreciate it. Just being honest to you guys, I know I owe an apology to you both. You might sometimes feel that I am kind of cold to our friendships, but to be honest am just being careful. You know that both of you are hanging with the people I hate, and you can't blame me to think some negatives thoughts about it. I am just a type of person that can't stand with fake people around me, I want to be myself, and if I am around w/the people that I don't like, or backstabbers, I feel very uncomfortable. Sorry for being honest, and I think it's better for you to know it, than me hiding it inside. Don't get me wrong, I still respect our friendships, and trying so hard to keep it. You are both very good to me, since we started building our friendships. But what happen to me in the past and experiencing betrayal, it's better to be honest to all of my friends, rather than passing the gossip to others, that will cause trouble someday. We all have good side and bad side, I would always appreciate if my friends will tell me the truth, I know I have a mean character, once a person will talk bad about me w/o any reason. I think it is the best idea if friends can be honest to each other sincerely.