CHRISTMAS IS APPROACHING

Even I converted to a non christian religion, but I still want to celebrate the birth date of Jesus Christ. In fact we already have a christmas tree at home, and this is our first time with habebe to have a X-mas tree. Decorating with him was fun, I did enjoy our decoration time. Our christmas tree is really simple we don't even have other christmas decors at home, the most important is we have the spirit of the season. One thing I like christmas is wrapping x-mas presents. Habebe took me to shopping last friday and saturday, I bought some things for our upcoming Christmas party. Habebe was thinking that it would be nice to have a little fun for kids, since kids are really cute. (Maybe a karaoke for kids who gets a lower score wins a prize) so I bought some little prizes for the kids. When we got home from shopping that day, I started wrapping presents to put on our Christmas tree. Shopping for 2 days in a row, I still didn't get all the things I need for Christmas. It's hard to think what kind of present I give to habebe. I supposed to get him an iphone since he liked it so much, but he couldn't wait coz he dropped his old phone many times and it seems to have a problem, so he decided to buy an iphone a week ago, and my plan was ruined. I keep asking him to give me a list of things what he wants, inorder me to have an idea what to buy, but his reply was...All I want is your Endless Love...Woooo! I have an abundant of this and doesn't cost me a penny. When it comes to my Christmas present, he wants me to agree what he wanted me to buy, instead of me agreeing, it went to an argument. I did appreciate that he wants to take care of me very well and for being a great provider, but to me spending such amount of money for my christmas present is so silly. I told him that I just want to cash it, and put it in my bank, w/c is enough for him to get mad at me. Hmmmm I think it will end up that I get nothing this christmas from him, w/c is very much fine with me. I am much happier this way, rather than him spending money to that thing, that I don't really need. All I want is food, and my wish to be granted that I would gain some weight.